morning to all u bloggers out there lol. ok, wedding is seven months and idk 28 days away. i ned some advice, ok i already have my one dress which i love. and i went on my one website that i go on all the time to get ideas for decorations, etc. i fell in love with this one denim dress. my theme is country western.  the one that i already have is champaine/ivory. the girls are wearing victorian lilac and th moh is wearing teracotta. the one flower girl is also waering v.lilac. i am not sure on the guys.. my fiance was thinking about him wearing some kind of suit and the guys in another type of suit or black jeans, jacket white top and bolo with there black boots and hat. and my fiance in his white hat that i know for sure. i seen pictures on satinspurs.com website that there was some grooms in jeans, white top bolo and black jacket and the guys in black....i as thinking about waring one dress to the ceremony and one dress to the rec. is that stupid or should i stick with one? the org. dress i already have was 650 the orignal price was 950. and the two drresses that i love that are on her website is 475 and for the other one that i really love is200.  what should id o? the boots that i have are ivory and the hat which i think will never get here because i dont think i ordered it from a elgit site like five weeks ago is ivory.....i emailed them and they emailed me a week later saying its processed......which i think is bull.....u cant call them bc the number on there dont work. so i think i got screwed by that. i am just venting here and want anyone or everyones opinion who is reading this.

bride to be venting

hello evryone

i need advice for my bridal party. my one friend who  i used to work with i asked her to be moh awhile back but my fiances cousins wife would feel wierd not being paired up with her hubby (so he is the best man) and she is now the moh. my best friend is now a bm. i feel likke lately she isnt helping at all. she dont call and ask if she can help or give ideas. 2 weeks ago we were talking on the phone alot (not bout wedding stuff( and now all of a sudden last week she only called bc her niece wanted to know when we wre picking them up on sunday for a concert. i told her i dik bc my fiance was working and that was the last thing on my mind. she kinda ave me attitude so figured out a time and that was all. not even two min. on the phone. i understand that the world dont revolve around me. but i want to be on the same page with all of my bms crud me and the moh were talkin on the phone bout us going to look for bm dresses i have already found my bridal gown. and crud its like  my few friends from hs the one i used to be like best friends with we have had our tifts in the past but she is givng me alot of ideas. the one bm she is overweight ALOT and like i called the place where i got my dress becauwse the lady that helped me out she was also a wedding consultant.  my mom and i were suggesting like maybe my fiances aunt can mke her dress bc she does that stuff. and  the lady at db told me the cost of the fabric and that they do have some dresses in her size. like a few.....and that she would have to pay up front the whole thing (she was bitching bc of money and like how she didnt have to pay for the bridal shower bc she is going to florida a fw4e months after my wedding).

and like shell have to pay for the boots if they have her size which idk what to do if they dont. i dont want the attention alll on her its MY special day i want the attention on me...i just feel llike idk what is up with her. iand like i dont want to know three months before my wedding oh i cant be in it i cant afford this i cant afford that. and me be stressed out even more. this has been stressing/obsessing/ making me like a lunatic bridezilla. crud even thhe one bm that is from florida she is helping me out. out of all the three she has helped me the most even though we havent met yet...i just need some advice on what to do. i emailed her on myspacve on thurs. and i am waiting for a response. idk if she is just ashamed to tell me she cant be in it bc of like her complex about herself  or what. should i bring it up at the concert tomorow? i know her neice is going to reem me out. (her neice is like seveneen and her aunt is mentally retarded which i know she cant help. i just dont want a huge fight to occure......i just feel like she is just like dont want to be involved in it.  she is like forty years old and still lives with her mom. she cant or dont want to drive. i cant drive either but it is because of my eye.  i am sorry for the long email but i am just stressed out and just frustrated. i try talking to myfiance but he is dead tired from work he works like ten hours and sat. ot. so i dont want to bombared him with it and when i did he is like idk...i asked my mom and my real dad what they think. they think basically the same thing to just ask her up front. bc i need to know wo that i can find a replacement for my brother.  shoot me now...if anyone has any advice or anything feel free to email me at steeler74386@hotmail.com i dont go on this site much. but i am bored, stressed, and just blah to the bone right now since my fiance is working.